Fwd: please remind me what i asked u to do regarding asking Teresi to do something or make him aware of something.

---Original Message-----
From: Bill Rundans
To: <****@yahoo.com>
Sent: Tue, Jan 3, 2012 3:51 pm
Subject: please remind me what i asked u to do regarding asking Teresi to do something or make him aware of something.

today i remember the relatives sending me a letter that they wanted me to give the judge COMPLAINING THEY HAVEN'T BEEN PAID.

no one has taken the time to pay them. Nov. Dec. Jan.

remind the judge that i never dropped that ball.
remind the judge that modris didn't pay april may june july august and i am on the hook for that. and remind him that i am the only one that has been on the job since 1995 and remind him of all the shit i took from mom that you witnessed. and remind him that all the scumbags starting with pinkans and then keegan fucked things up and back stabbed me and lied to me AND mom. yea they played mom for their own agendas that had nothing to do with what mom wanted. AND they had their hand in mom's purse. MOM DIDN'T KNOW THEY WERE SUCKING MONEY OUT OF HER. SHE THOUGHT SHE WAS STILL 30 SOMETHING WITH PERFECT GAZONGAHS AND THAT PEOPLE CATERED TO HER FOR HER APPROVAL, she had no clue she is 80 and people didn't give a shit about her until they found out she had money.

On and put in paper to get me to be the DUAL guardian

why? mom is dying. what else? i am the soul heir to the estate. there is no reason for anyone to be putting their hands in mom's purse and fucking up the house on top of that. malpractice

can that be done NOW? ASAP?

Kkkkthhkk - Send In the Nice Couple!

just found your card in my wallet! cleaning it out for the trip to florida.
craig n diana

hiya!

oh last 5 minutes i have been searching for a email i sent to a friend with u guys picture and a story about us.  really frustrating that i didn't find it cause i was in the flow when i wrote it.  going to try to duplicate it now.

so i write my friend richard in fort valley GA.  we are sitting at his table and he starts talking about "canadians"  i was confused.  canadians in GA?  then he explained it to me.  so that is why i wrote to him and gave him the story.

went something like this

i land in vegas to visit my friend that lives there and see a ENT n plastic surgery guy and i meet up with another friend i haven't seen since 79.

land go to the living space and then immediately to the casino and the bar.  THEY HAVE $2 DRINKS AND U CAN GET GREY GOOSE FOR THAT $

up to the bar steps a woman that just oozes sensuality and quick as a wink i am up and over to talk to the love of my life.

yak yak yak

her boyfriend steps up and says hi and introduces himself and i immediately make the obvious known.  "hi i am bill and i am hitting on your girlfriend"   

(gee zuss.  i am laughiing about that right now.)

we start yakking and he gets to the part of his divorce and then i say OUch u lost the house and he says "she didn't want the house" and i am in shock. 

news is that the house lost value.  and i ask him why he didn't get out from under it.

he said he liked the location.

then he opens up.  hesitant at first to tell me why he is in a upside down house when he likes what he bought and where he bought it.  

like a kid he is hemming n hawing.  i take a stab and remember our conversation and i say the word "canadians?"

i thought it will be our personal joke even if your not here with me to enjoy it.

guess what?!

he shows a sign of relief and we both agree the problem is niggers.

seems like what happened to him is that he bought a expensive house that exluded niggers n white trash from moving in.

but with the mortgage securities scandal the property values have tumbled and now Canadians can afford to move into his neighborhood. 

that is our joke, rich. until this moment i thought Canadians was your creation or the buzword in south middle GA but apparently not.  a random person in vegas uses the same Canadians buzword to be PC about the bad word niggers.

now the next joke is with my friend richard hall n me about this wonderful couple that someone could write a song about: let me tell you a story about  Craig and Diana.

we are beat from the travel and the drinks so we have to go and crash.

next few days we just came up with some conversation that made us laugh and here is how it kinda went.

rich says something with a intercom sound.  put your hand over your mouth and talk like a radio transmission.

"Kkkkkktchk,  send in the nice couple for the two guys that just came in."  that was our running joke.  that whenever something nice and good happened OUT OF THE BLUE and we were in a casino we just assumed the management wanted to do something nice to keep us in the casino.  that lasted aobut 3 days, that is how good it was for us.

they were so nice and wonderful to be in their company that we just thought it could fit that they are acting and in the employ of the casinos.  that made more sense to us than than believing real people that are as nice as they are, existing! (of course we know you 2 are real but man the intensity of that awareness is too great we had to make a joke of it)

i just lost the flow.  but you got the idea.  and we played off of it with other times something nice happened in vegas.  "Kkkkktchk send in the nice good happening of the moment"

then we would laugh remembering the night we landed in vegas and met the Wonderful Templates: Craig n Diana.

we love you.

oh and added to that.  when we were on the tourist track to what i wanted to do all year long.... se the $40 mill artwork at the vdara hotel and monti carlo complex we stopped in the harley davidson store and when i saw anything with glass or sparkles i thought of Diana.  "man she would like this..."  nuts eh?


shoot

i liked the canoe crash.  very vibrant and dynamic.  i look at that series and i zone out.  nice.

man i wanted to go to the show and spend more time with you guys and more importantly meet Diana's girlfriends!  Woo Woo.  but just as the show was starting both of us were loopy from the travel flying in and from the drinks and were crashing.

i am glad u gave me your card w contact info and glad i put itin my wallet and just found it.

i feel a little musshy inside remembering that night, that time, those conversations.  

bill

Me Sick....

today i know it was nerves. not sick with bacteria or virus or cold
sick with nervous breakdown.

medicare doesn't pay enough to a qualified psychologist so the only thing the county has is civilians who have nervous breakdowns and got a minimum wage to sit and talk w someone. only reason to go back is if they start serving alcohol and it is ok to hit on the women "therapists" nothing else good therapeutically or medically or medically can come from going there. so where is the money? sleep tests and CPAP machines, nebulizers, pulmonary testings and etc etc etc. diabetes etc etc. thousands for something that is a symptom of a nervous breakdown. today's term is caregiver burnout. no coverage for that. no cultural coping to deal with it.

finished the letter. this is me talking in the best cleaned up language i can do. it has to be good enough. want u to see it.

finished the letter. this is me talking in the best cleaned up language i can do. it has to be good enough. want u to see it.



so far using lawyers THINKING I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO nothing good happened to end the misery and suffering.

i am dying.  the stress has crapped out my vascular system.  i am bruising like i never did before.  headaches i never had before (in both my head and my "head" and i am getting cataraacts and probably macular degeneration isn't far away  and i am getting neuropathy.  i believe that the stress caused the sleep apnea or made it worse and then when it went into 2 hres of sleep a night for 30 days straight that was bad. so bad that when i got 5 hours i was grateful to god for the respite. well the price i believe is that certain brain function is dying in the brain that keeps the nerves healthy.  i am getting neuropathy in my feet half way up to my knees.  so what is shutting down in other parts of the body?  WHAT ORGANS? 
 
I WANT TO LIVE but whatever is clicking inside me doesn't want to let go and run away from the beating the court is giving me.  juri is insane, stupid and stuborn.
 
i am going to follow it up with another letter  to the judge for his eyes only and a seperate letter to modris and it will have a offer but he might be too damage to let go like i am not going to let go. he goes public he is in a world of financial problems. in the letter i will extend the olive branch but he has to demonstrate repentence.  if not he knows i will send out letters to various government agbencies and and tell them about his dad.  the lawyers will eat up all that family has.  it will be brutal.  i have been walking around with his secrets for almost 20 years and he knows it.  why he lied an made up bad shit about it is unbelievable seeing he knows what i know about his pop.  but i have done stupid things in the past so who knows who does stupid shit.  My intention is to win honorably and honestly.  to salvage my relationship with moroz is secondary.
 
blah blah blah.  i just need someone to talk to to talk with. 

The dead can dance. the carnival is over. 1993

going thru his collection of CDz today.  ripping it the year of the CD is 1993.

that is the year he got diagnosed w melanoma.  took out 5 pounds of flesh from his thigh.  we talked about it but all he said is if it doesn't come backin 10 years your ok.  that is when he started driving to montreal to have fun with the excort services.  i didn't put it togehter at that time but now i do.  he decided to do what he enjoys as often as he can and it ended up being a weekend goal every month.  sometimes it was one weekend every two months.  but that was the frequency for a decade and a few years.  went up in feb of 2006.  went into hospital march 23 or 21 and stayed until he went to the morgue.

I Wrote Mom's Caregivers a Letter.....

rich

i wrote mom's caregivers a letter saying to tell mom i love her and i forgive her and that jesus loves her and her mother and sister are waiting with open arms.

lets see what happens.

bill


-----Original Message-----
From: Bill Rundans
To: inuks14
Sent: Mon, Dec 26, 2011 9:57 pm
Subject: naakossu naakti ka liksi valentinu gulet pasaaki vinjai dazzus vardus no maniem

labriet inaara

ka liksi valentinu gulet iedot bucu ka normali un tad

passaki valentinai ka es peidodu vinju prieks melossaanas par maniem cilvekiem.
ne tikai valst cilvekiem un tiesnesiem un advocatiem bet piedodu prieks visam rezem ka stastija pasakas kuras nebija tasnigas un bija sliktas pasakas par maniem

pastaasti ka jesus kristus milj vinju un dod vinjai visu milestibu un mate un maasa gaida ar valejam rookaam.

viemer melessu.

juris.

The Letter to Judge Teresi !

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Judge Teresi
Albany County Courthouse
Albany, NY 12207

Rapport, Mewyers Whitbeck, Shaw & Rodenhausen
Sheila Hilley
436 Union Street
Hudson, ny 12434

Tooms & Meier
Kathleen Toombs
157 Barrett Street
Schenectady, ny 12305

Murray S. Carr Esq
Examiner of Guardian Accounts
1683 Western Avenue
Albany, NY 12203

Dear Judge Teresi and Parti People,

I am recovering from surgery and the 11th will not be good for me to attend.

I too am interested in, seeing the overview of the status of the estate.

I am curious that Kathleen Toombs is there. What is she doing to keep the estate whole and protected? Is she working for Mom or Modris? Who is paying her?

Here is what I have been working on since our phone call. I learned what Ex-Parti means and I started to research how to communicate to you bad horrendous problems I have taking care of Mom. I remember a distant relative’s story from the 20s. It has been told a few times and I recently heard it as a metaphor for something. I said those days are over for me. That rough and tumble way of stopping abusive behavior is out or for fresh immigrants and gang members. I want to do better but I am trying to work with court but I just haven’t learned what else to do but keep taking the beating until I learn. They aren’t helpful at all but I will find an effective way to communicate what is going on so there isn’t any doubt or misunderstandings. The Legalese Path to Enlightenment.

Re: In the Matter of Valentine Rundans, IP
Index No: 4963-02

Dear Sirs and Madams:

Relative to the Guardianship of my mother, I would like to express the following concerns:

1. Immediate attention needs to be given to my mother's house. No one has bothered to turn off the outside water to the house, and the pipes will freeze. It is winter. I can do this, without having to expend vast sums of money to do simple tasks. Please give me access to the house so that this can be done.

2. My mother is dying and will not live more than a couple of months at the most. I wish to express my objections to the excessive money that has been siphoned off my mother's estate by lawyers and guardians who do not do their work in an efficient and timely manner. This matter needs to be brought to an end.

3. Finally, I request, as the beneficiary of my mother's estate, that I be copied on all communications, accountings, reports and other documents that are submitted to the court or between lawyers. I am representing myself in this matter, in that I do not wish to keep pouring good money into lawyers pockets and getting no satisfaction in return.

Thank you for consideration of my requests.







I went to your office to tell you what horrendous problems I have taking care of mom. I needed to talk you. You had some underling kick me out of your office because you can’t talk to me ex-parti. I called on the phone looking for help and you tell me you can’t talk to me ex-parti and hang up on me. I have been working diligently to present a communication of an urgent need about mom’s care. The topic I wanted to talk about was the crap I have to take from the assigned court personnel that feed off mom’s estate. They all have been a problem from the start. You want details we can talk and it would be fantastic if you can invite the abusers in so they can prepare a defense of as they have been doing a pre emptive attack on my character and thus interfere with my end in taking care of mom.

I thought I understood ex-parti, the way you explaind it, on the phone, but now I read that you had a wonderful conversation with Ms. Hilley and I was ex-parti to that conversation. Do I now understand “ex-parti” correctly? I feel abused. Should I feel that way? To me it seems like you are going to do whatever you wish and I am just a smudge in the pogrom judge Benza started. His pogrom is to kidnap Valentine Rundans because she fell down and has money. Whatever you say has been rehearsed and sanctioned by the government law and it is so to set me up (and anyone else that finds themselves caring for a parent with a sizeable estate) for failure. The Injustice against mom and all my relatives is continuing. Hilley can talk to you ex-parti but I can’t. she isn’t doing squat to keep mom alive and well, but she is getting a check from Mom’s purse for moving paper around for no reason other than churning the estate out of money and that is standard in my experience with the court. So now I am wondering what kind of beating you have in store for me. You have the cloth of power, what will you decide to do. Will you be human or will you be Borkian and do me with legal pepper spray?

All this letting go of bottled up angst is just jealousy that I didn’t take this Borkian Law Path in life to earn a living sucking off the blood of old people that fell down. I was a dumb draft dodging thief whose sentence was up in ’77 but u decided to still beat me up with my draft dodging behaviors. Congratulations for showing me what a man is supposed to be and do when he grows up. I am going to post this online so a kid in high school don’t have to be ex-parti to what is going on when their parent falls down and he seeks help from the guys with the “white hats”, the kid, from the future, now has a clear idea of what a law is and what lawyer and a judge are.

Ms Hilley can go and talk to you and you can write a letter to let me know she talked with you BUT you can’t do that for me. You disgust me. “Thy loathed tissue that issued from thine fathers loins.” Everyone associated with the court that got a payday off of mom is a visceral crook! Guess what I want to know? Who got what for what. Oh and skip that cause Mom told me she don’t want to pay for that information.


Ah that is how ex-parti works. The kid that takes care of his mom for free with out support of any kind (“don’t talk to me kid.”) and works like a chinaman in a factory all day long for stunaats and all the cronies of the court get to feed off the old lady’s purse. That’s how ex-parti works? Mom paid for everyone’s Christmas presents? Thanks for teaching me how non-ex-felons make a living. And I say it all with love, “God bless you Mr. Fagan.” I just can’t figure out why I am getting communication from you about a meeting since all is already decided and done and money collected for everyone? Or is this the last gasp to grab some money from the dying sick old lady? None of you are any better than a purse snatcher. Hey that was funny. No one has ever asked for my opinion about what is going on here and now I am volunteering my opinions. I am laughing now cause I know there is a beating coming down when you tell the old man what his shortcomings are and Pop wants to keep on suppressing it instead of dealing with it to make things better.


Very Truly Yours,




J. William Rundans











Addendum

Just about everything the Court did to Valentina Rundans and her Family was and is ABUSIVE, and Unjustice Perfomed. I would say that the abuse is in the same league as the Penn State Scandal same league as Physical Abuse, same league as Emotional Abuse. The worse that will happen is the kid that felt abused is gonna have to live with it. Loosen up. Let it go. Nothing you can do about it. You’re powerless.

I believed Phyllis when she told me that you are a good man. The little hope that I had is lost and man it feels just as bad at 64 as it did at 4 when I took the beating with a metal clock on a chain. With you I feel just as safe and just as nurtured and just as what? Thank you for letting me get it off my chest ‘cause I just noticed I got my wood back.